Tuesday, 7 April 2020

Covid#14 - Thinking of Boris (and everyone else in hospital tonight)



Anyone who knows me won’t be shocked to read that I am no fan of Boris Johnson!  As of last night, however, the man’s in intensive care after being admitted to hospital in London on Sunday night, and his condition then worsening, and I am thinking of him with nothing other than good wishes.

In the past twenty-four hours, news teams with the BBC and ITV have taken us behind the scenes of intensive care units at hospitals in London and Bournemouth.  We saw desperately sick patients surrounded by trollies of equipment, screens, wires and tubes.  Machines whirred, whistled, pinged and beeped and patients gasped for breath.  Doctors and nurses in their blue gowns, masks and visors worked ceaselessly with professionalism, care and remarkable composure.

‘It’s unimaginable,’ one doctor commented, ‘None of us have ever seen anything like it.’  A nurse described how physically and emotionally draining it is, adding, ‘Some of our staff really can’t cope with it … it’s not uncommon for some to have panic attacks – just finding this so, so stressful.’  Another said she was scared.  Patients themselves told of how taken aback they had been by the severity of their illness, how hard it had been and of how they owed their recovery to the efforts of the medics who had treated and cared for them.  It was a harrowing insight to the struggle to save lives on the front line; yet, undoubtedly, what we saw on our screens barely scratched the surface.

Today, it’s hard to think of Boris Johnson as Prime Minister at all, or as the politician I dislike; today, I can only picture him as a fragile patient in an oxygen mask, probably anxious, possibly scared, surrounded by all that noisy paraphernalia of the intensive care unit.  He’s one of the many thousands of seriously unwell people in this country and around the world, fighting a very personal battle against a deadly virus, with friends and family who are deeply concerned for him.  He’s another victim of this dreadful disease, putting his faith in the hard-working medical team at St. Thomas’.

Last night, I asked a friend if he had heard that Boris had been moved to intensive care.  short reply came back: ‘It’s sad for everyone going into intensive care with this virus.’  I was embarrassed by my own reaction to the news about the PM; in terms of this pandemic, he’s not special and as he himself would probably remind us all, the virus is indiscriminate.  Why should I be more shocked by his illness than anyone else’s?  Why should I – of all people – care more about him than anyone else?  The outpouring of concern for Boris on social media, the ‘get well soon’ photos, posters, signs and placards, the 8pm clap for Boris – they’ve all made me uncomfortable.  What about all the thousands of other people in intensive care tonight?

Maybe it’s inevitable that Boris now becomes the personification of the fight against Covid19 in the UK.  Once he recovers though, that will only increase the responsibility he bears.

Most of the time, I wish he wasn’t our Prime Minister.  Now though, I only wish him a speedy recovery and return to good health.  Importantly though, my prayers for Boris will be no more nor greater than for everyone else fighting for their lives in hospital.


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